I really only planned my life up to the point of having kids… I don’t know if I just assumed that I had plenty of time? Or if I just wasn’t creative enough to think of a post-kids persona? But mostly, it seems that I assumed that after kids, followed death.
I really hope that isn’t true.
Its kinda the curse of being a SAHM. I look around and think, if I have to pick that up one more time, I’m gonna go into orbit.
And the bummer part is that, I’m not really even that good at being a SAHM. I’m terrible about feeding my kids. I don’t understand why they have to eat so often??? I lack structure and consistency. Like completely. It is something I really hate to have in my life. To me, structure and consistency = monotony. And Monotony = Boredom/I might go into orbit.
So what does someone do who is constantly on the verge of monotony/going in to orbit?
Srsly, I’m asking. What do we all do???
(if you say find a support group and/or find a hobby – I will block you, I swear I will!!!!)
